I hear John Lennon was a profit, maybe a demon.... near my ankle. Perhaps an angel depending on what you believe. Yet, all it says about your life is..... doiyoiyoiyoyinginginginingggggg!

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Sure.....

I'm going back to sleep now. Fucking dogs woke me up and I couldn't fall back to sleep thanks to the alcohol I consumed.

The ghost on Mr lennon is with your ass! So go ahaed and blow me off. Its your dirt nap

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I saw Copperhead at The Whisky. They were playing in a group of bands, one of which being Desecrate. It was fuckin' awesome. I really hope Copperhead can make it big one day.

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I hate alcohol induced insomnia. Same thing for me this morning. I drank quite a bit last night. I've been hammering down on the long island iced teas lately.

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Haha, the only time I can't fall asleep after drinking is if i'm hammered and throwing up. I drank last night as well as friday night in Boston for a family christmas party. My cousin got a bottle of Captains for friday night, then my bro got another bottle of it last night. Not to mention the extreme amounts of beer my uncles were getting, it was a pretty fun time!

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Ugh, I got drunk last night for the first time in almost two months and I feel like clawing my stomach open and pumping in a few gallons of Pepto.

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at least its sunday and you dont have to work, that always sucks ass

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I always fall asleep really easily when drinking, but after a few short hours I wake up and can't fall back asleep. Usually after about 4-5 hours, once the alcohol wears off and the hangover is setting in

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i get out of rehab in 2 days. doubt any of you guys care but i thought id mention it anyways.

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only problem alcohol has ever given me is the need to pee at night

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Man I have to go piss at night at least 4 times on a nightly basis. I guess I have a bitch bladder

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4 times every night?? You should probably see a doctor.

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Are you pregnant?

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haha. Get that prostate checked!

PantericA - Yes we care. Good luck and all the best on staying clean.

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maybe. I stopped having bloody shits, my man period has stopped

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well thanx. i do plan on smoking weed again, and having the occasional drink but, i am proud to say that im done with the whole coke/crack thing. no more of that shit for me

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That's good man. I've been off the hard drugs for quite some time now as well, and I'll never go back to that shit.

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Good luck with staying off that shit. If I can resist opiates you can resist coke/crack.

Winter break is boring. The only activity for me is video games...wooohooo

Req you don't have a faintest idea what opiate addiction really is

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haha yea I second that, Truth. Physical opiate addiction actually takes some effort to build up!

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haha yeah i do this too, ill sleep from 12-6 then get up to pee once an hour or so hahaha

ive actually been to a doctor but it wasnt anything serious. i have a base level of pain that makes sleeping kind of hard in the first place, and ive always been a SUPER light sleeper ( i need earplugs at all times) so it doesnt take much to stir me.

my quality of sleep thus blows unless i take pain medication

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15-30mg+ of oxycodones isn't powerful at all.

You're absolutely right, it isn't. If you're saying that your struggle to stay away from opiates is based off of a 30mg dose then you are, with no surprise, fucking retarded. I will frequently do 20-40mgs and have never had any hint of dependency, and I have friends that often do up towards 120mgs with a physical dependency that is still, at times, in its infancy.

I don't know all the facts but from what I understand PantericA had a serious enough problem with amphetamines that he had to go to rehab. You shouldn't compare your joke of an 'addiction' to his real, probably life destroying struggle.

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thank you darko. and also one of my best friends does have an opiate addiction. has been on morphine for about 5 years. just started shooting about a year ago or so. so please dont joke about addiction, and dont confuse casual use to it.

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wow man... that's really sad that he's gone into shooting

I've heard that you can almost never erase that feeling from your memory. I know one person that has to do 300mg + of oxycodone (insuffalted) to get any sort of feeling... it sucks for people like that when they completely corner themselves into an addiction like that.

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The next time he does, he will have a hearty length of leave from this forum, courtesy of me. I for one am sick and fucking tired of requiem mocking Zionist, Panterica, and anyone else who has experienced how horrible a narcotics addiction can be, and how hard it can be to turn your life back around, gain back respect and trust from your family, friends, and hopefully find yourself a good job or career at some point. Living every sober day with knowing the physical and mental pain you experienced and the way you felt about your life during any severe drug addiction isn't something that can be described in words. The next time you decide to spew out any ignorant, senseless bullshit mocking drug use or addiction, it will be the last for a long time. Be warned you stupid little shit.

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I don't think Req is trying to insult or mock anyone, but yeah he says some stupid shit.

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you know what also sucks? not being able to get any kind of decent pain medication from a doctor. im LUCKY to get darvocet. i have to beg for like 15 vicodin at a time. its just because nobody wants to give a 20 year old with a life time of pain ahead of him opiates, and i understand the risks, sure. still youd think my prescription record of getting 15 pills every 6 months would ease them a little.

opiates and pain killing drugs are a real problem in terms of addiction, a lot of times it stems from a real genuine need for pain control, too. really thin ice to be walking and im glad ive never abused or craved pain meds

i am also lucky to have the drug tolerance of a 8 year old girl, so if im in pain two vicodins will suffice instead of, say, percocet or something

in summary: pain meds - dangerous and difficult to get

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And damn expensive!

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yeah, and when you get to shooting 3 bundles of dope a day like i was, it's serious shit, and that's no exaggeration

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Is anyone enjoying this as much as I am?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EmaBhHJbbes

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haha, that is pretty funny. but may i quote from austin powers, "who throws a shoe? seriously..?"

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i think it was "honestly" rather than "seriously"

He isn't, he's just trying to co-opt someone else's painful struggles either in a vain attempt to bond with people who have gone through legitimate struggles or to scoop up some illegitimate sympathy for himself. I'm not really sure which one, but I'm not offended either way. Annoyed, maybe.

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I tried to get Tylenol number 3 at the local ER when I had the flu(real bad) and the doctor acted like he didn't even have the mandate to give me some, got all raw about me asking for them.

Guy thought I was a junkie, straight up.

I sincerely needed the stuff too.

I even have Massachusett state health insurance. Which means I didn't just stroll in off the streets looking to score.

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I was told that shoes or the bottoms of one's shoes is a very high insult in Iraqi culture so that was what the journalist was conveying. Someone here may know if that's true or not.

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it is, remember when the iraqis were smacking the statue of saddam with the bottom of their shoes?

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odd, normally they practically hand out tylenol 3, it's not like it's hardcore or anything

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Yeah we burned every bank in the center of the town,there are no more left haha

We trashed every big corporation store(vodafone,starbucks(we were ready to burn the store but at the last minute we noticed there were butane tanks so we didn't haha)).The same things happened in all the cities across greece.

I've never thrown so many rocks in my life it's fucking great.

The bad thing is that this small revolt won't last or escalate,it's already fading...

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You are near Boston?Theres a solidarity march or gathering for the things happening here these days there i think.

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Oh I'm sure there is.


Fucking crazy what's going on over there in Greece. It's weird that those campuses are 'safe-zones'. Makes it all seem like some absurd, cat-and-mouse game.

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Well it is,we are getting just a bit outside campus,throw rocks and molotovs to the cops and getting back in.It's pretty entertaining though!
Most of the smashing though was outside the campus

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Man I wish I was in Greece right now. You lucky basta'd.

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I think the whole situation seems pretty stupid, if I am correct everyone is rioting because some pesky teenager got shot? Seems hypocritical to get mad over violence and then start violence of your own. Damn protesting hippies.

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Disgusting question to all smokers... tobacco, not weed.

Anyone have problems with coughing up tar? I started taking Mucinex and I've been coughing up what looks like tar; it's black, it's REALLY thick, and it's icky. I mainly started taking Mucinex because I thought I was on the verge getting another infection, and it seems to be working so well that I'm coughing up tar.

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I believe the killing sparked off what was already deep anger towards their current government/leadership/police. The fundamental causes of which I'm sure hellblaster can elaborate on.


What's very strange about it is the utter lack of 'real' response from the government and law enforcement. All I see is riot cops outnumbered 100 to 1, dodging molotovs like they were water balloons.

In the US, you'd see national guard troops and mandatory curfews within a few days. The LA riot fizzled out real quick when they called in the cavalry, Seattle as well. That's the bottom line here, you will get shot if you fuck with them.

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not every country is like the US, though

stay safe hellblaster

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I think the rioting going on in Greece, and most riots in general, are incredibly thoughtless. Its the whole sociological aspect of 'the larger the group, the less an individual will feel any responsibility or possible ramification from their action' making the weak abandon any sense of ethics or morals.

From what I understand, a cop shot at 15-year-old Alexandros Grigoropoulos because he was THROWING A FUCKING MOLOTOV COCKTAIL AT HIM. But lets say that Mr. Alexandros did not provoke or threaten the cops in any way and the shooting was completely uncalled for: this is a very, very bad thing. Protesting, resentment, distrust, and political action are all appropriate responses. How are destroying buildings and businesses, some of which are not 'huge global corporations, appropriate or in anyway related to the matter?

Now I don't know anything about police corruption in Greece, but even if it is so bad that almost every police man can't be trusted and makes China Town look like a farce, attempting to kill them isn't going to change things nor is it going to help justify your point that 'killing is wrong', especially under the possible circumstances that their are a decent majority of 'good cops'.

Boston's 'Big Picture' has an epic set of photos taken during the riots which you can find here. Check out image 12, a school that was set on fire with two girls waiting to jump out of a smoking window.

Personal captions to a few pictures:
Pic 11: 'FUCK YOU CHAIR! YOU SHOOT AT INNOCENT PEOPLE!'

Pic 36: "Fuck travel agencys! They killed Alex!"

Pic 31: 'Its not our fault your car was in the way of a store we wanted to steal from and then burn to the ground because of those fucking cops!'

The idea of rioting is fun. Listening to Dead Kennedy's "Riot" while watching shit blow up and looting a bunch of awesome shit thats 'just going to be looted anyway' can make an entertaining day dream. But when you really think about it, and look at pictures like 8/9/26 you come back to reality and say" 'Heeeey, wait a minute... thats retarded!"

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I read some of the comments and the Canadian that was talking about the US Civil War being a revolutionary thing against Britain was twice as funny when he said that the rest posting were morons or something to that effect. I guess what happened to the kid was a straw that broke the camel's back, but if the cop did react in self defense are all the rioters and looters going to be faced with charges and jailed for what they've done? They would be here regardless if they got found out.

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One thing though,

When you watch footage, read the news, this ain't no anarcho-left bullshit, it's way too big to be.

Those are college kids wearing nike and gap, dressed like they just strolled out of LL Bean's or Old Navy's catalog, most of them look like they just came from the mall shopping. yeah sure, you may see some of those Palestine checkered scarf things tied around some of their necks, or maybe some anarcho-communist red and black flags, but those kids aren't IWW/black block/Syndaclist/ideologues. They're on the bandwagon as it were, to the very small cross-section of people who are so called anarchists, ideologues(who in vast majority, as far as I'm aware, are more for the non-violent passive resistance/direct action methods of protest).

So even as far as the anarcho-left is concerned, the trashcan-lid wielding, ninja costumed black block crowd, are usually considered imbeciles and a serious liability to otherwise peacefully planned marches and demonstrations.

You gotta figure though, if these people are pissed, college kids in overwhelming number and an otherwise ordinary and privileged sector of society, then the shit really the fan. For whatever reasons that may be.

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excerpt from comment #321

"Has anyone noticed that since the police's murder, no one else has died in the 11 days of protesting and rioting? also, the anarchists only attack public/government buildings and multi-national corporations, it's what they've been known for. Many of those attacking small businesses and automobiles are actually undercover policemen, and there are photos to prove it."

allow me to update my sig quote (is it def or darko? somebody)


ANARCHY, LOL

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Yeah but I just want to riot.

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He didn't throw anything at the cops he just yelled at them(that's what witnesses said) and then the cops parked their car 200 metres away,came back at them and shot him in cold blood.Cops have killed people before here,in 1985 they killed another boy with a shot at the back of the head.You know what happened to that cop?3 years on parole(maybe it's not the right word,but he didn't stay in prison for one day!).Also yesterday some undercover cops were trialed for beating up a 20 year oldcops doing their job ,and they got a little prison time which they can pay out.it's like they have adeal:they beat up/kill people pay 3000 euros and everything is ok.

What's peacefull protest gonna do when they kill people?There was one good peacefull protest we made(in order to inform people),we were 2000 people going uphill for 2 hours and it was raining,was a great march!Destroying banks(which were all burned by anarchists) isn't useful at least as a symbolic action?And anyway the actual purpose(at least for some of us) is to start a revolt and get people to selforganize and turn against the state(so riots are an essential step).
Timedragon's post is correct,most of the small stores(if not all) and cars that are burned are the work of undercover cops.And the cops even looted a vodafone store after we left!

Thanks Transient,I try.

BTW my favorite Dk song is actually Riot(and pull my strings)

C ya

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On 1st of May there are a lot of riots here.

No reason for that, but sometimes a few Nazi faggots go out on the streets and protest against foreigners and so one. And you know what it means (throwing stones, burning cars etc.)

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I have a small quesion. If i were to take pictures and tell about some of my guitars, wanting in return what you folks believe the value is on them, what forum would i post that in?

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Guitar forum.

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even though that sounds completely unlogical

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you have my complete support man. Your actions are followed pretty closely by the news over here, do what you can. If I was in Greece I'd protest with you

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Hello friends.

Cracked neck... Gorilla Glue that shit is the shit. Worked well.

Over & out.

:P

first gig with another new band (Pantera tribute) coming up: http://www.slimweb.org/nieuws/14/12...nuari-2009.html

I simply can not fucking wait. oh and im the guitarist

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Anyone ever finish writing a song, then listen back at it, and you well up a little after hearing it because its so good? Finished pt. 2 to a 5 part song I'm writing, and it was *sobs* beautiful. Granted, it was only MIDI, but still.

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wow.

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been a long ass time since i wrote a whole song. but i know the feeling, with some of the parts ive made this year

Hey Bia! How's it going? I heard tell that Gorilla Glue is good for stuff like that and sometimes a glued neck is stronger after the break if it's fixed right.

Of all the lyrics, etc. I've written I think that "Lost in My Lovin' Man's Arms"(blues) and "The Ballad of Billy Clyde" (true story with stolen tune from the "Please, Mr. Custer") are my two favorites I've done.

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OMG LLLOOZL

OOOoooO fuck!! So much money though...

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$150??

It`s a CD right?

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thats crazy

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its obviously not about having the cd , that you can buy for 14 bucks remastered

its about having an original longbox, thats awesome. im all about indulging in expensive rarities

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Hey shit what the FUCK?

The blood on my bass is eating through the stickers?!

Nnnnnnnice! Don't punch me, my blood will digest your hand!

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Bishop of Hexen's album, Archives of an Enchanted Philosophy has gone for (at least) $180. that was shown to me, by an MT member. there is one on Ebay (american) right now as a "buy it now" for $80. thats bad, but $180 is insane.

Maybe a clue that you've had a few too many jäger bombs

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I remember posting about it before on here, but at LA Amoeba Records they have a CD of some metal band who's name I forget for $300.. needless to say its been there for awhile.

I don't think I've ever spent more than $30 bucks for one CD. I have a limited edition Ulver vinyl (which I payed a normal price for) that I've seen on Ebay for $120 though.

HOLY FUCK! Meshuggah and Cynic are playing a few shows here in February! Finally, a decent line up coming through.

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yeah it was an Excruciate cd. mediocre swedish DM sound, if i call.

i dont think ive paid much for a cd at all, i guess the msot was for my malevolent creation - retribution japanese sealed disc. 40 for that including shipping from sweden. whatever, one of my fav albums!

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Yup, thats the one. I remember checking them out and wasn't impressed.

I'd definitely pay upwards of $40+ if it was for a special addition of an album I really loved. Awhile ago I was bidding for an original Ulver demo tape and put up around $50 for it but was out bid. Usually the CDs that cost me most are classical CDs, especially from any modern 20-21st century composer.

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Anyone know some good 30's and 40's music? I'm talking Django Reinhardt, Miles Davis, that kind of stuff.

I'd really appreciate it.

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anyone here like Through the Eyes of the Dead. I'm not familiar with their first release, but Malice is great. I hear a lot of people say their deathcore, but i hear very minimal core influence on that album. The musicianship and production is top notch and they have some awesome grooves. I can't help but to growl the chorus to Failures in the Flesh every time i hear it.

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Hi there. 30's and 40's? Are you just looking for instrumentalists? A particular instrument? lol I'll ask my mom if I can't come up with something. She was born the year before Davis and she's always liked all sorts of music. Some of the big names used to come here to play gigs.

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Actually I'm not looking for anything specific, but any jazzy stuff (the kind you hear in dim lit, cigaretsmoke-filled bars) will do.

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I'm a fan of delta blues stuff from that era, Son House, Robert Johnson, Howlin Wolf... looks like you want more Jazzy type shit though.

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Deathcore gets an unfair rap, anyway. It's bullshit. People automatically write everything off. We wouldn't have had thrash if it weren't for hardcore and punk influences, so why the fuck would it ruin death metal to sprinkle in light amounts here and there?

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I agree, Chris. Granted there's a lot of shitty generic deathcore bands, but the same goes for every genre out there. Just because the majority of bands of a certain genre suck, doesn't mean that every band of that genre does.

Oh, and TTEOTD does an awesome cover of Morbid Angel's Domination on Malice. Chris you should check it out.

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Their first album, Bloodlust, is deathcore. Malice is more death metal. Still, both albums are great imo. I like Malice more, though.

I think people write off deathcore for one main reason; Job for a Talentless Fag--er *cough*- Cowboy. They're alright to me in small doses, but goddamn, they're like the Slipknot of deathcore.

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New CC!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ELrSnPUqdSI

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honestly who cares about CC anymore? this is the exact same as kill and the wretched spawn

all i can picture is corpsegrinders big neck

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Sometime in the next few albums they are going to run out of brutal sounding song names. Priest of Sodom is not very cannibal corpse like title in my opinion

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Agree.

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Secondeded. They're great for what they are, and all of that is captured in the earlier works that they're just recycling.

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I don`t care if it`s all sounding the same........That`s what I love about them


!AHHH CANNIBAL CORRRRRPSE WILL KILL YOUR MOMMY!

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It looks to me like this new album is to Kill and Wretched Spawn what Gore Obsessed was to Gallery and Bloodthirst... leftovers.

I guess now we can see the pattern, though... two great, one recycled. Two great, one recycled. The next next album is gonna be so fucking badass.

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honestly, i do

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go listen to monstrosity - imperial doom

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I do listen to monstrosity

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*Tears of joy*

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I like the new CC a lot. But I really liked Kill. I've always enjoyed CC, both of them. Although, having said I enjoy the previews of the album....the first song sounded dangerously slapknut-esque, but everything else brought it back.

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my bandmates are starting to really get into deathcore now, and it's starting to show in the stuff we write together, but it really isn't bad. and two months ago, I would be quiting the band over it...you just need to open up some times...we've got some pretty cool riffs goin' on now.

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fisher isnt nearly as abrasive there

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I bought a $10 holiday lottery scratch ticket pack and thought about giving it to my Dad for Xmas. I decided I had bought him enough stuff so I opened it. I played two games out of five and won $20..I was content. However, the last game I played I won $500! I'm off to collect my money at the bank tomorrow!

I also won $85 the other night playing poker at a friend's place. This proves unemployment pays off.

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