woooohoooo

what is mescaline?

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http://www.erowid.org/chemicals/mes...mescaline.shtml

Damn req, last time I talked to you, I could've sworn you were all anti-drug and shit...

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ah, I'm not up on drug lingo....I personally don't want anything to do with them, but I don't care if others do....

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yea...wasnt he straight edge and all that bs

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he stopped liking men

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he's all grown up...

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Where in the fuck have you been?

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I'm diggin' the name change.

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Busy Haven't had much time to get on the computer at all. Been busy with schoolwork and alcohol. Feels good to be back though

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I'd dig it more if he'd slip up so I could ban him altogether.

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Finally, I don't get satisfaction from creating RTT titles. It's usually mandatory. If I don't create one the (old) RTT will be flooded with extemporaneous post that should be in the new one, which is nonexistent at the time.

Mescaline sounds fun.

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getting an education and becoming a productive member of society sounds fun too!


almost as fun as celibacy!

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Reqtum? Not exactly sure when that was, he has always been the cool guy at parties all fukd up on sweet drugs.

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Hahahaha. He was the abstinence/drug-free poster boy for the longest time.

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I do remember him saying he wasn't going to get involved sexually for some reason....can't remember why though.


At least it wasn't for religious reasons.

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mescaline does sound fun. I'd totally drop peyote.


I bet a good percentage of the people who claim they aren't fucking for moral or religious reasons are just saying so to make them feel like they have full control over the matter when they really don't.

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http://encyclopediadramatica.com/Image:Heavy_metal.jpg

lolololol



Drop it? I thought you could only eat the shit.

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that's what dropping means.

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hahahaha, thats what I'm saying.

mtm: you can smoke it too, but I know that shit can kill you if you do. My dad and some dude he grew up with found peyote in the woods or some shit like that. Dawg tries smoking it, falls over practically dead. I know he didn't die. I might be missing part of the story, idk.

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Haha I've never been anti-drug, well I was at one point in time but it was shortly lived. Although at one point in my life, about two years ago I used the excuse of "abstinence" to explain my lack of pussy getting.

MTM: Dropping means eating or consuming. Same thing in this case.

I'm not realy anti-drugs or shit, but I never realy saw the point of crap like that except for hallicunogens.

Sure, some upper makes you feel good and on top of the world.
But if you need a chemical for that, it just means you need a good look on your life rather then using short term escape mechanisms.

Ehh, I didn't want to preach.
To each his own I guess. I just don't see the point of most drugs.

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LOL

On another note...
Celtic knotwork guitar

Beautiful

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Never seen such a beautiful paintjob........Just "wow".......

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Same here, I quit drinking/smoking and even gave up cigarettes. I got sick of all of it.

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Aha! Yes! My very own reqtum quote!

I've thought about stopping drinking so many times, but i just don't care enough to. I like drinking, it tastes pretty good. Sometimes its nice to have 2 or 3 and get tired and go to bed.

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I've got a lot of family that has fucked up their lives by doing nothing but smoking, or being alcoholics. Have a grandfather who died from lung cancer (even though he was never around for me to give a shit about, it was still pretty painful to see the dude withering away). I have a lot of friends who have fucked themselves up pretty severely, too.

I dunno. Its not something everyone can/should do. Those who have reasons to stop can commit to it. All these 15 year old kids running around talking about being straight edge when they've got the most piss poor reasoning behind it... I hate very impressionable people in general.

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Get over that last statement, the majority of this earth is shitty ignorant sheep, who are impressionable and weak minded. I've recently come to terms and appreciation for that subject. There is nothing you can do to stop it, and it will only bring you down if you try to drop to their level. I say, fuck em. Luckily, being intelligent yields one to have the ability to get ahead much much easier than "peers."

Back on subject. I honestly don't care what has happened to people in the past. If they made shitty decisions and kept with it, I personally think that shouldn't prevent you from doing something. If you're smarter about it and "under control" with yourself then that should never be a factor. If you can't 100% say that you are smarter about it and under control, this conversation isn't even for you, and you probably shouldn't drink/smoke/drive a car/or do anything in general. There are no hidden dangers of smoking nor drinking. (unless you live under a rock and/or fucking stupid). If its not something you want to do, cool. Don't want the side effects of doing it? Thats cool too. I just feel that deciding not to do something because of the mistakes of other peoples (in general) weaknesses and stupidity isn't a very good reason to not do something. In a way that would make you a very impressionable person. Wouldn't you agree?

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if its a genetic problem (and alcoholism IS) then it makes perfect sense to be a teetotaler

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I share that sentiment.
Though, most sheep wouldn't consider themselves so. They point to others.

note: I'm not calling you a sheep. Would like to say though, that you can be intelligent & a sheep too.

lvl1: ignorant sheep
lvl2: intelligent sheep -> "I hate those fucking sheep. Luckily I am not one."
lvl3: self reflection: *I* am a sheep too. It is human nature.
lvl4: ???

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I learn Fira at lvl4...if you want to put that down

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ahahahahaa

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Meh. Demi is the shizzle.

Or casting invisibility and death in that order. But that is a different generation :P

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No thats a very good fucking point. It's something i've thought long and hard about over the last few months.

Society, as we know it. I already firmly believe in classes of citizens. What you mention is what i'm talking about. Are all people equal in society? No. Should they be? No. Why? Packs, and societies revolve around heirchy. Its inherient with having these kinds of systems that somebody is higher than others.

Am I at the top of this intelligent latter? Hell no i'm not, i'm sure i'm not even close. Example of this would be Xgrafs brother. The mother fucker is a no shit genious. I can tell you what, i'm also not at the bottom of that last either. I'm not close to that either. One thing I do know, is i'm not your average citizen. I've seen what average citizens are, and in general they piss me off. Over acceptance of everything they hear and read. They need to because thats how they function.

Am i IMPERVIOUS to acceptance of things told to me? No, but at least I acknowledge that.. Which goes right back to what you just said. ZING!

Btw, yes that is a good combination but you can't be a cheap fuck about it! Sure you could do it... but that makes the game less fun. And by game i'm refering to FF3/6

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I did shrooms tonight. I ate 2 cakes and I've been feeling odd for hours. Wondering when this will be over.

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At least you're feeling something.


Well my friend and I managed to light his parent's house on fire, I don't think Im ever playing with gasoline for a long time. At least the damage is minimal, my friend is in deep ass shit though. God damn I should win a darwin award.

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I think I did too much. I don't think I should have did any. I want to sleep so bad. I'm sorry to hear about your friend. That seems pretty fucked up. Right now it is so hard to type this. I feel like I should stop. Things got way too messed up. I think I'm done for tonight. I wish I could sleep.

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Someone said to me once, on observing someone else that has an often nonchalant attitude, that the said person doesn't care about other peoples opinions so much, that he would die rather than bend to someone else's will, thus breaking his personal moral code of sorts. He gave this scenario;

If Hitler came into his house and said, "If you don't wear this shirt I am holding here, I will kill you." I know, that he doesn't care about other peoples opinions so much, that he'd die for what he believed in rather than wear someones shirt and follow orders.

Now truly that is childish. If you did not care about what other people thought of you, you'd wear the shirt, and live - because you wouldn't care about what impression you gave Hitler in the first place if you actually didn't care about what other people thought of you.

I think a lot of people are guilty of thinking that they don't care about what other people think of them, when truly they are the people trying the hardest to make an impression on other people.

Probably irrelevant to the conversation, but I thought it interesting none the less.

I never tripped but from what I hear you can't regret or fight the shrooms


I think im gonna lend my budy my laptop with all my porn on it. It's fucked up that the whole incident is practically my fault but he gets all the blame and his freedoms taken away.

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Yeah, I'm finally sobering up. I can't put my night into words, but it hasn't been that great of an experience. Bad trip I guess. But eh, it was my first time with shrooms. I don't know if I'll do them again.

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1, I'm aware that most of this earth consists of sheepish behavior. That being said, I'm not apathetic to them existing. They still piss me off.

2, Its not even about doing something and being smart about it (for me). I just don't want to be like everyone else anymore. I don't need that crutch in my life. Using the mistakes of others around me doesn't make me "impressionable" or one of the other mindless idiots who walk this earth, it makes me observant and makes me want better for myself.

If any of you want to drink, smoke, trip out, I don't care. I just can't live my life that way. Nuff said.

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+1 Some people even say they don't care what people think just to actually set an impression. I can admit that i would prolly care a little of what people think. Then again I'm just a 16 year old kid.

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hey bassbehemoth i've read something about R.I.P quo vadis on your facebook...what happen with them?

oh and im back on mt, i've been busy with school and moving and work lolll

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fact: most people care what others think to an extent. I care what people think, but if people don't like it, they can get fucked.

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Now thats good reasoning. I was mostly speaking in generalities and not completely in your case.

Duck: First time i've seen you actually post a real post since you've been here. I most definitely agree with you. Your example and argument have logic that is pretty solid. Although I think there are times and certain people that one may actually not care. I think it could be possible that somebody doesn't care what (at least most) people think of them. That being said we should look at a person whos apart of a society to further answer this topic. (by the way i'd be hard pressed to believe theres people out there that aren't part of a society in some way shape or form. Or at least enough people to really make a case.

But anyways. When in a society, even a counter culture society, ones do certain things to fit in. They do certain things to gain at least the basic acceptance to be part of the society.

One doesnt want people thinking they're a murderer or a child molester right?

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Pffft, not drinking and smoking because it could kill you is sheepish. I know hundreds of people who do that. SHEEP. SHEEP. BAAA BAA BAAA!

Seriously, get over yourself. You're a dude who schills for Apple and was into Godspeed! when everybody was, and who still seems to be stuck in the same angsty teen/sheep rut he was in when first we met. You're a consumer and what you hate. Deal with it. That all has nothing to do with drinking and drugging. Your decision in that case, while probably smarter than most (most alcoholics and addicts are people with a family history that thought that it didn't apply to them), really isn't otherwise different.

Being intelligent does not make you an exception.

Cause he rips-he rips
When he skates-he skates
Cause he never hesitates
He's the wizard on the wheels
Like a modern gladiator ain't got no fears
So skate

hahaha forgot how good this shit is

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Heirchy?

...On another note, I just found out last night that Necrophagist, Dying Fetus, and more, are coming here on August the 29'th. I'm fucking stoked!

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Read about it in the 'Bands' Section nigga.

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Burnt a bunch of cd's from a friend;

1349- Beyond the Apocalypse
1349- Hellfire
Amon Amarth- Crusher
Anaal Nathrakh- Hell is Empty. All the Devils are Here
Anal Cunt- 40 More Reasons to Hate Us
Asesino- Corridos de Muerte
Astriaal- Renescent Misanthropy
Behemoth- The Apostasy
Born of Osiris- The New Reign
Carcass- Symphonies of Sickness
Carnifex- Dead in My Arms
Chthonic- Seediq Bale
Dark Funeral- Secrets of the Black Arts
Death- Leprosy
Death- Spiritual Healing
Dethklok- Deth Album
Exodus- Shovel Headed Killing Machine

I would have burnt more, but I still need to reburn the rest of my CD's since some asshole broke into my truck and stole my old ones.

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Was that directed at me...? Seems like it could've been a half assed shot at me, but if it was, none of it was relevant/true. If it was, I'm not even going to bother arguing about it. But if thats really what you think about me, you're way off brosef.

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Now all of those musician's are living on the streets because you stole their music! haha just jokin' man...

Do you like that carnifex? My friend is really getting into them, I haven't heard it...seems pretty core. Then again, my own band is a bit core at times, so I can't speak on that matter.

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They're good, I think. I'm always open to deathcore.

Listening to Exodus right now.

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I just saw a Carnifex video for lie to my face...wasn't bad at all.


I like the sound clip in the middle of the song....kinda funny

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Carnifex is mediocre deathcore. I could name numerous bands from the genre that greatly transcend Carnifex.

do it....I need more music to listen to....don't say white chapel. My friend put that in today and I just about died from laughter.

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Ok

As Blood Runs Black
All Shall Perish
Through the Eyes of the Dead
Winds of Plague
Born of Osiris
Annotation of An Autopsy (don't listen if you hate pig squeals)

Stirb Nicht Vor Mir - Worlds most beautiful song.

new AOAA bored me to sleep in the first song. Drums sound over produced and fake. New Carnifex was good till the breakdowns. Wayyyyyy too -scenecore for me.

Definitely check out the Through the Eyes of the Dead split with The Knife Trade. Some of their best material.

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That's usually what happens to me when I listen to that kind of music. I like Through the Eyes of the Dead.....even when they had Anthony Gunells!

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TTEOTD= FTW. LAWLZ!

Going to get this one girl at work to burn me a copy of "Bloodlust" in exchange for a 1349 cd; apparently my friend had burnt me two copies of Beyond the Apocalypse and thought he burnt me one copy of it and one copy of Liberation. Idgit.

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Would you use loose tea in that, or just strain leftover ashes? JUST ASKING.



Yeah, thats not even funny. Teapot got a laugh outta me though.

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I'm sure Walt Disney would have loved to have this in his kitchen.

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we have a winner!

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Lovely.

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More CDs;


Finntroll- Ur Jordens Djup
From a Second Story Window- Delenda
Glass Casket- Desperate Man's Diary
GWAR- Hell-O!
HAmmerfall- Threshold
Heaven Shall Burn- Icono Clast
Iced Earth- Framing Armageddon
Job For a Cowboy- Doom and Genesis (on one disc)
Juggernaut- Knights of the Abyss
Kataklysm- Serenity in Fire
Lordi- Arockalypse
Mayhem- Chimera

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Where the hell did you go? You used to post all the time then you just stopped.

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he didnt go to good-taste-in-music camp

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I went to your moms to help her clean.




....... her vagina.

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MTM - 114
PST - 91
Mansley - 85
FBS - 65
Def - 53
Powersofterror - 51
Chris - 50
Darko - 37
Tattered - 32
Nomad - 19
Xdislexicx - 16
Nihilist - 15
Father Death - 9
Doc - 7
Olga - 4
Atif - 1



MetalThrashingMad with a staggering lead in the triple digits!!! Smoke show!

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Is that for how many people we've banned?

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You wish.

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Yep

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I'm only at 37?! I guess that make sense... I usually don't ban the spammers because they're usually a one time user.

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Thats probably the reason mine is so high; I used to ban every spammer I saw but after a year of that I just gave up since they don't come back anyhow

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Spammers ruin EVERYTHING.

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Not your mom. Tran's mom. Although, if you're offering.....



Turning 21 in 3 days. I took my birthday off from work to get smashed, and the day after to recover.

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anyone know where i can see silvia getting his ass kicked by fedor?

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why'd The Fuckikng Duck get banned?? that was fast

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I know that is weird...I tried to nosy and read all the posts he made....nothing really seemed like it could bring on a ban.....weird

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Is your birthday on the 23rd? If so, that's mine also. But I'm turning 19.

I guess it's not as much of a coincidence as I thought when I started typing this.

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Heavy Metal Monk.
Fucking weird Everybody must watch this one!

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Noticed last night, got a laugh on him only making it 32 posts in.

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Due to some uncanny IP matches. We'll just leave it at that.

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You'll never tell us who it was, will you.

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I already know.

its really not hard to figure out...


his band sucks. i dont know what happened with that page, but i had to go to youtube to watch a vid.

wow

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He was an asshole though

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OH MY GOD DID YOU GUYS HEAR WHAT HAPPENED TO HEATH LEDGER?!?!





STINGRAY GOT 'EM!

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I never did deny that......everyone here is at some point though.

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Siggin' that shit!!!

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Why would you sig that?

I hope his wish come true

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Why not? Why would you sig me saying that I hate you? I was serious there, too.

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