My life was a fuck up right from the start.
The faces, they came and went, but in the end I was always alone.
Every bridge I ever built and crossed was burned.
And my family? What family. I fucked all that up aswell.
I was always the elitist prick, and arrogant at that.
And I didn't care man, I didn't give a fuck.
I know I caused so much sadness, not only in my own life, but in everyone I touched.
And now I stand with all my walls hammered down and the floor giving way.
What do I have to ask for other than forgiveness, but you'll find I'm too proud.
And all the advice I had ignored ringing in my ears unbearably loud.
Fuck friends and trust, and truth and love.
If you can find space, go ahead and stick the knife in.
I'm sick of this bullshit we all call life.
I was born into a fucked up world and made trouble wherever I went.
And look how it all turned out, with a trail of broken hearts and vows.
Time stands still now - then suddenly lost.
And I have nothing to show but a shattered soul in the ribcage of hell.

amazing.
i always love lonely lyrics.
and this was a more angry approach to it

It sounds like a drunk crying in his beer, but it's passable. In that mindset the language is okay. I think if it was to be taken more seriously I'd ditch that, but that's just me. The last line was the best, but there were a few more good lines in it.
I think you said something that a lot have felt, but little of it really grabbed me.

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