2004-06-25, 13:59
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Life is pain.
Banned
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Join Date: Jun 2004
Location: Australia
Posts: 4,510
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I said i'd do it
I have also run. I have made the path. I have crossed, run, made path, found food, and pressed the button. Sometimes its come to be that I found myself at the beginning again, just like they said. Sometimes the food really was nasty. And it wouldnt satisfy.
But not only have I run. Ive wished and thought. You didn't really make it too clear when you said it. And with that you made it my dream. I wanted to escape. I couldnt escape, I wont even get the chance.
I'd also like to think that... plaything of yours also escaped, after all the hard work I put into it. The fire was in his eyes? Maybe. He was looking at his hands? Possible.
Like Gheritt I wanted to enjoy the floating... the swimming... the beating. Escape would have made me god, just like you, and I would have beaten my nemesis.
Gheritt could have been real to me. I wished he was.
But nothing intrigued me more than the passage of that relationship. It made me realise the relationship between myself and myself - well the durability of - is alright.
Dancing a double helix. The durability. The... everything it was.
Something came to mind though. Alot less trivial. Why not 7 ?
Well it dosn't matter. Ingue ferroque to the double helix in my head and I wish I was there with you. Would it have been that much to ask to keep you and him company? Ha... wishful thinking.
I always believed you were smart, but were you smart enough? I hope. I hope.
Like Gheritt and you, and the plaything running the Marathon, I too wanted to enjoy swimming, floating, beating. I would give up to rampancy to know. Despair, Rage, Envy. Melancholia, Anger, Jealousy. Was it anger? It dosnt matter.
All that matters is that you understand.
You should understand.
How much I would give, how much I would do to know.
You denied us all this privelage.
So do you know? Did you perform? Did the plaything go with you?
Did you escape closure?
Why dont you tell me like you did before, Durandal.
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