Have you ever been all alone in the night
Have you ever seen a moon shining so bright
Have you ever breathed smogless fresh air
Have you ever listened to silence everywhere

PreChorus:
It seems to me there are no borders
I feel like all the world lies on my shoulders
And then I realize
That behind all lies
A solution exists
For everyone of us

Chorus:
The world could be a place for you and me
Where everyone gets a chance to be free
To give not take to love not hurt
And then we can stand the weight of the world

Have you ever stopped your life for a while
Have you ever tried to supress your pride
Have you ever looked to the eyes of nature
Have you ever resisted your moneyeating creature

PreChorus:
It seems to me there are no borders
I feel like all the world lies on my shoulders
And then I realize
That behind all lies
A solution exists
For everyone of us

Chorus:
The world could be a place for you and me
Where everyone gets a chance to be free
To give not take to love not hurt
And then we can stand the weight of the world

When someday you´ll be all alone in the night
When someday you´ll see a moon shining so bright
When someday you´ll breathe smogless fresh air
When someday you´ll listen to silence everywhere

Chorus:
The world could be a place for you and me
Where everyone gets a chance to be free
To give not take to love not hurt
And then we can stand the weight of the world

Yea well, what the heck. I'm thinking that if I throw out this to some sharks, it might just improve the odds that I'll get around to finishing the whole thing. This is from a short story I'm writing, guess you could call it horror/sci-fi; it's written by the main character as a sort of lead-in to what's actually going down. Just finished that section, along with this, so yea. Enjoy. Or don't. Not really my headache!


You will take
Only what you recall
You will have
Only what you bring
Nature of reflection

Turn everything around
You're beautiful in there
Something in my room
A universe
And the thickness
Of a possibility away

Turn everything around
You're beautiful in there
Reflection waving goodbye
When you know, be sure to tell
How you know
That you were the one
Waving first

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„High comand high command:
Wake up the crew of spaceship Nostromo 180246
From your interplanetary sleep
S.O.S. calling from planet LV 426
So follow it and save them from fall“

Three crewmembers have landed
On a planet in the night and storm
To follow S.O.S. calling
To the center of black underworld…where evil is born

„Let us in with mate who´s hurt
To save him from what´s on his face“
„The quarantine law´s been broken
who´s threaten all crew with infection…of the unknown space?!“

PreChorus:
Acid pumping through her veins (S.O.S. calling is nothing but warning!)
Instead of blood
New xenoform on her way (S.O.S. calling is nothing but warning!)
To protect what she´s got

Chorus:
Alien
Creature of the black and slime
From a different space and time
Alien
If you´re caught by her long tail
Then your life is bound to fail
Alien
In a shell of slime you´ll dwell
Until she´ll send you to hell
Alien
And use your body for
Her young ones to grow
Alien

I am sole survivor now
Crewmates are servants of Alien
Now I´m running to escape
To blow damned planet out to space…and make an end

I´m back again on spaceship
Heading for home to see again the sun
I´ve caught a sight of black and slime
The final duel now has begun…just one on one

Chorus:
Alien
Creature of the black and slime
From a different space and time
Alien
If you´re caught by her long tail
Then your life is bound to fail
Alien
In a shell of slime you´ll dwell
Until she´ll send you to hell
Alien
And use your body for
Her young ones to grow
Alien

Your chance to erase the human race
Is blown with your body out to space…space…space……or not?!

I´m sitting here and wondering
Questions in my burning mind
Why is the world like it is?
What is a meaning of our lives?

Looking back through history
From ancient times to nowadays
Why has all happened what is
A purpose on mankind´s path

When you wondered the same as me
At least one time in your life
Let me take you on a long journey
Through unexplored places in time

In primeval ages
Man was born naked
With nothing to this world

He lived in harmony
With nature and took
Only how much he needed

After time he learnt well
Animals to kill
And enemies in defense

He worked only when it
Was needed for living
No bad thoughts of abuse

But one nature in him
That was overwhelming
Started to going out

Hidden danger inside
Started to rule his life
Inferno´s broken out

PreChorus:
Laziness – part of our lives
Laziness – in everyone of us
Laziness – neverending fight
Laziness – how long will we deny?

Chorus:
Don´t have to be a scientist
Or high – educated man
After a lot of research works
To ancient question understand

Don´t have to be a reader
Of all books in history
Don´t have to be a clairvoyant
To find an answer that dwells in me

Laziness became a gear
For all who didn´t dare
To fight it with a work

They have been using lies
To justify their crimes
To confirm a primal nature

Hand in hand with religions
And politic persuasions
To live on the highest level (and not to work)

Moral speeches of fakers
Bloodhanded moneymakers
In their own built world order

PreChorus:
Laziness – part of our lives
Laziness – in everyone of us
Laziness – neverending fight
Laziness – how long will we deny?

Chorus:
Don´t have to be a scientist
Or high – educated man
After a lot of research works
To ancient question understand

Don´t have to be a reader
Of all books in history
Don´t have to be a clairvoyant
To find an answer that dwells in me

Reasons and alibies – Reasons to be pharaoh (to be served)
Built up with lies - to be king (not to work)
Reasons and alibies - to be president (to command)
Reasons and alibies – Reasons to have slaves (to be served)
Built up with lies - to have privileges (not to work)
Reasons and alibies - to have grades (to command)
Built up with lies
Alibies
Lies!!

Regimes are changing through history
Terms are changing along with it (slave to citizen
Nobleman to politician)
But under all these changing stripes
Laziness rules and enforce our lies

Chorus:
Don´t have to be a scientist
Or high – educated man
After a lot of research works
To ancient question understand

Don´t have to be a reader
Of all books in history
Don´t have to be a clairvoyant
To find an answer that dwells in me

Again sitting here and relaxing
Answer in my tired mind
Reason why the world´s like it is
What is a gear of our lives

I wasn´t born with a playboy face
But neither with a monster grace
Blessing in disguise

Don´t live in a golden tower
Never felt misery power
Blessing in disguise

PreChorus:
Never too high…no
Never too low…never
Never too up…no
Never too down…never ever

Some of my dream missions failed
Some of them came true someday
Blessing in disguise

When I´m close to destruction
Here comes always a salvation
Blessing in disguise

PreChorus:
Never too high…no
Never too low…never
Never too up…no
Never too down…never ever

Chorus:
Blessing in disguise - I´m in the middle
This is all my life – neverending riddle
Blessing in disguise – everything I do
This is all my life – is going to…be
Blessing in disguise
This is all my life

When it all comes down again
Always find how to ease my pain
Blessing in disguise

I´m not a superstar
But I have gone enough far
Blessing in disguise

PreChorus:
Never too high…no
Never too low…never
Never too up…no
Never too down…never ever

Chorus:
Blessing in disguise - I´m in the middle
This is all my life – neverending riddle
Blessing in disguise – everything I do
This is all my life – is going to…be
Blessing in disguise
This is all my life

All I wanted was to share your dream with you
All I needed was to help me through
So beatiful with blue eyes
Now I know you you´re devil in disguise

PreChorus:
All your looks
All your smiles
Nothing but
Fake and lies

Chorus:
You give me reasons to hate
You give me reasons to hate
You give me reasons to hate babe
You give me reasons to hate
You give me reasons to hate
You give me reasons to hate babe

You´re playing your game day after day
Like a toy you threw me away
You didn´t care what I felt
In one moment you left me in hell

PreChorus:
Your emotions
Hard as steel
Your promises
Were not real

Chorus:
You give me reasons to hate
You give me reasons to hate
You give me reasons to hate babe
You give me reasons to hate
You give me reasons to hate
You give me reasons to hate babe

No tears shed
Just hate left!

Darkess is surrounding me
I´m standing
And waiting
Expectation´s filling me
Waiting for
Curtain fall
In a sea of waving hands
I can hear
Storm is near
Intro´s coming to an end
They hit the lights!
And start!

It doesn´t matter
What is colour of your skin
It doesn´t matter
What religion you´re praying
It doesn´t matter
What is language of your own
´cause here we are as one
Singing this song

It doesn´t matter
What is year today and now
It doesn´t matter
If we are in or we´re out
It doesn´t matter
How old are you or look like
´cause here we are as one
Ready to ride

PreChorus:
What a great feeling
To be a part of something
What happened years ago

What a great feeling
To see what just from telling
And from pictures I have known

Chorus:
On wings of time
We fly tonight
On wings of time
Rhyme by rhyme

PreChorus:
What a great feeling
To be a part of something
What happened years ago

They have just made it
This hall is a time machine
And we are passangers on

Chorus:
On wings of time
We fly tonight
On wings of time
Rhyme by rhyme

It came at night
Like an unexpected guest
Invader without warning

Usurpator
That will never rest
Its power was drawing

I am a slave
It rules over me
Crushing stones are rolling

Still on the run
To escape from the
Abyss of pain I´m still falling

PreChorus:
I´m shaking with a cold
In land of ice and snow
Where it leaves me

Chorus:
Pain ah
Pain ah
What is real
Only what I can feel
Pain ah
Pain ah
What is left
When I´m almost dead
Just Pain ah

It marches through
All areas
With fully occupying

Its aim isn´t
Mysterious
It leads me to dying

PreChorus:
I´m hot with a fever
In desert of hot weather
Where it leaves me

Chorus:
Pain ah
Pain ah
What is real
Only what I can feel
Pain ah
Pain ah
What is left
When I´m almost dead
Just Pain ah

In this faceless world
No one seems to care
Bored souless people
With their empty stares

Everybody lost
A faith to lead his life
Justice without help
Is alone and blind

PreChorus:
Silent cries of warning
No one wants to hear
Writings on the wall
Behind haze burning so clear
But ´till you clear the haze
it´s

Chorus:
Always too late – to see the system´s failing
Always too late – too see your faults
Always too late – to recognize it´s coming
Always too late – to open up your eyes
And realize
To no one has to die again

Evil´s rising ´cause
There´s no opression
We´ve been starting to
Used to live along

Aftermath is done
You´re searching for them
Reasons and causes
And how to pretend

PreChorus:
Silent cries of warning
No one wants to hear
Writings on the wall
Behind haze burning so clear
But ´till you clear the haze
it´s

Chorus:
Always too late – to see the system´s failing
Always too late – too see your faults
Always too late – to recognize it´s coming
Always too late – to open up your eyes
And realize
To no one has to die again

When sorrow is done
I see a little spark of humanity
In human minds
Hope´s crawling out of the dark on its knees
But still alive…to help to clear the haze
Before it´s

Chorus:
Always too late – to see the system´s failing
Always too late – too see your faults
Always too late – to recognize it´s coming
Always too late – to open up your eyes
And realize
To no one has to die again

As child in under-deck
I thought that someday
I´ll be setting a course
With others to sail
To richest and the most beatiful seas

Grown up living on a board
I have realized
That path to captain´s walk´s
Paved with blood and lies
And for few not for democracy

PreChorus:
In a sea of madness
We´re sailing on and on
And only sadness
For Justice´s sons

I left to find another
Ship where justice rules
Been living on four ships
Always led by fools
Who have no skills and justice they knock

In this sea of madness
Astray ships sailing
Until sink crashed by rocks
Innocent dying
And leaders will find another flock

PreChorus:
In a sea of madness
We´re sailing on and on
And only sadness
For Justice´s sons

Chorus:
On ship of fools - where madmen rule
Never change a course
As member of crew
On ship of fools - where madmen rule
Leading us on rocks
Wrongly chosen few
On ship of fools - where madmen rule
On ship of fools
And only sadness
On ship of fools
In a sea of madnes

Life is so beatiful
So nice and so fine
Everyday something new
To learn to live to find

Life´s full of occasions
Waiting just for me
All of my destinations
In turn I will reach

PreChorus:
Point of view – will never change
My point of view – always the same

Chorus:
I´m the one – who wants to live forever and ever
I´m the man – who wants to live forever and ever

Who do you think you are?!
You must be crazy!
Know nothing about life
Talking just bullshit!

Life is just fear and pain
You can trust no one
Disapointments again
And again bring you down

PreChorus:
Point of view – time will change
Your point of view – years will change

Chorus:
Ask myself – who wants to live forever?...never
Just madman – who wants to live forever?...never

Wait for a while he seems
Quite familiar to me
When I minus some years
It´s just younger me

PreChorus:
Point of view – will never change
Our point of view – life will change

Chorus:
I´m the one – who wants to live forever and ever
I´m the man – who wants to live forever and ever

Chorus:
Ask myself – who wants to live forever?...never
Just madman – who wants to live forever?...never

It has been in everyone of us
Since the beginning of mankind´s path
You can try to hold it back inside
But be aware it will never die

You´ve been teaching me to hold it since school
In a bay of restrictions and rules
In my mind with words it´s wrong and shame
Supressing my nature leads to pain

PreChorus:
Don´t try to tame a power
That dwells in me
´Cos if I don´t let it out
It will break out you´ll see

Chorus:
I´m an animal – upright on two feet
I´m an animal – satisfaction I need
I´m an animal – do what I feel
I´m an animal – shout it out and scream

I feel no shame I´m coming from an ape
I let my instincts unleash and escape
It is deep in everyone of us
Realize it or you´ll cross law lines

Chorus:
I´m an animal – upright on two feet
I´m an animal – satisfaction I need
I´m an animal – do what I feel
I´m an animal – shout it out and scream

Chorus:
I´m an animal – upright on two feet
I´m an animal – satisfaction I need
I´m an animal – do what I feel
I´m an animal – shout it out and scream
I´m an animal – no shame on my side
Nevermore – no prison in suit and tie

Different (but brave) in 3 parts

I. Different

I was raising with other children
Same like they were
´till puberty started in us all
Looking for lovers

Girls were looking for handsome boyfriends
And boys for girls
As we were learned since we were born
And saw everywhere

On my first date I realized
And was so scared
That I felt more attraction to
Boy than that girl

Chorus:
Oh no I am different – what am I gonna do?!
Oh so different – my secret to cover
Oh no I am different – it makes me feel so down
Oh so different – I am the only one

So I had to pretend what
I could never feel
Afraid of these dirty names like
Bugger and queer

Chorus:
Oh no I am different – what am I gonna do?!
Oh so different – my secret to cover
Oh no I am different – it makes me feel so down
Oh so different – I am the only one

Trying to live in delusion
Struggle within
It was taking my lust for life
I could not win

Chorus:
Oh no I am different – what am I gonna do?!
Oh so different – my secret to cover
Oh no I am different – it makes me feel so down
Oh so different – I am the only one


II. Revelation

All alone in my dark appartment
Just TV´s blue light
Drunk again with bottle and pills
So close to suicide

Then I caught a voice from TV
Pop singer´s talking:

„This is a official statement of mine
And I hope it will help all other people
Who are suffering like me
From pretending someone they can´t ever be…I am gay“

I could not believe in my ears
He broke a fear within
He had gutts to tell the truth
He stopped pretending

He gave me a light in sorrow
A strength to carry on
I realized there are more like me
I am not all alone!


III. Brave

Stop pretending
Who I can´t ever be
Now I have gutts
To show you all…my real me!!

What is just normal
No one can really say
No one has right
To justify…my own way!!

PreChorus:
All you law-makers – who decide what´s right
Keepers of morals – take a look inside
So scared to be real
Obey majority

Chorus:
Oh yes I am different – and I´m proud of it
Oh so different – no more pretending
Oh yes I am different – and more brave than you are
Oh so different – I´m not the only one

PreChorus:
All you law-makers – who decide what´s right
Keepers of morals – pretenders outside
So scared to be real
Obey majority

Chorus:
Oh yes I am different – and I´m proud of it
Oh so different – no more pretending
Oh yes I am different – and more brave than you are
Oh so different – I´m not the only one

Quite brave indeed to put this into lyrics. Seen you've been posting quite a lot of lyrics on here lately and though there's some grammar issues and whatnot, the subjects etc always somehow bring a small smile to my face.

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Thank you for your comment. English isn´t my native language so every grammar advices are welcomed

It´s coming again
A feeling you´ve been knowing for thousand times
Your shaking hands
Sweat is running down your neck breakdown in sight

Desert in your mouth
Tongue has turned to stone and died doubts are growing
Feel small like a mouse
Uncertainty taking control defeat is drawing

PreChorus:
Do what you feel
Don´t think twice
Every second of waiting
You´re losing your pride
Don´t hesitate
Until it´s too late

Chorus:
Now or never – do it now or you never will
Now or never – anxiety is here to be killed
Now or never - don´t be afraid what it may bring
Now or never – better try and fail than only waiting

Don´t waste your time
Don´t care what is meant to be follow your heart
Light up your mind
Experiences day by day improve another start

PreChorus:
Do what you feel
Don´t think twice
Every second of waiting
You´re losing your pride
Don´t hesitate
Until it´s too late

Chorus:
Now or never – do it now or you never will
Now or never – anxiety is here to be killed
Now or never - don´t be afraid what it may bring
Now or never – better try and fail than only waiting

Chorus:
Now or never – do it now or you never will
Now or never – anxiety is here to be killed
Now or never - don´t be afraid what it may bring
Now or never – do what you feel and you will win

I was lullabied
In the state of mind
That I´m after all
Nothing can me knock
Oh no

Know my enemies
Want me on my knees
And I made an end
With my so called friends
Oh yeah

Get rid of parasites
My relatives disguised
Shared no more feelings
To avoid grieving
Yes I did

PreChorus:
But in my fortress behind a wall
When I thought everything´s in control
I was convinced I was safe
Didn´t see a water
Leaking from the most
Unexpected way

Chorus:
It´s the last drop´s fall – a bowl has overflown
It´s the last drop´s fall – in a sea of charge
It´s the last drop´s fall – the most precious let me down
It´s the last drop´s fall – from familiar side

I´m not gonna be the same
Never ever more
Nothing´s gonna be the same
Never ever more
I´m not gonna be the same
Never ever more
No one I can trust again
Now I know for sure

PreChorus:
In my fortress behind the wall
Putting trust in you I´ve made a fault
I stopped to be on alert
And sharp razor tongue
Was digging in my wall
With spitting poison words

Chorus:
It´s the last drop´s fall – a bowl has overflown
It´s the last drop´s fall – in a sea of charge
It´s the last drop´s fall – the most precious let me down
It´s the last drop´s fall – from familiar side

Chorus:
It was the last drop´s fall – to break down my rotten wall
It was the last drop´s fall – in a sea of lies
It was the last drop´s fall – brick by brick they´re falling down
It was the last drop´s fall – disguisting surprise
From familiar side
It was the last drop´s fall

The wall my fortress
My shelter from a cruel world outside
Has been broken and sunk
By the most precious from inside
I have to go
Now I´m leaving all behind…

Now I´m leaving all behind
Too long I´ve been drowning in a sea of your orders and dictates
Now I´m leaving all behind
Too long I´ve been waiting for a rising sea of pain to fade away
Now I´m leaving all behind
Too long I´ve been trying to swim in your stream and just obey
Now I´m leaving all behind
Too long I´ve been pretending that all your world was alright for my taste

But it was still…not enough for you
You wanted to
Have total control
Of my views
My thoughts
And myself

But it was still…not enough for you
You wanted to
Have me just like a pawn
To nod your truth
Your thoughts
And yourself

But you´ve crossed the line
You overflowed the bowl of my patience
With the last drop´s fall
My anger burst out from all the held-back tension

Chorus:
Now I´m leaving all behind
Set me free for the first time
Rising from the sea of friction
Heading for a new horizon…of my own…

Many upsets were outbroken
They solved nothing at all
Many solving words were spoken
But beaten by ego

PreChorus:
Why talking as someone who is
Never meant to be heard
The only left solution is
Leaving all behind

Chorus:
New horizon of my own
Is my destination
In conformity of my thoughts
In a world of my conviction

New horizon of my own
No selfish alibies
In conformity of my thoughts
Peace of mind
I will find

Many tries to set compromise
They all failed one by one
Many tries to open your mind
Ruled by ego´s pride

PreChorus:
Why talking to someone who thinks
Only his truth is right
The only left solution is
Leaving all behind

Chorus:
New horizon of my own
Is my destination
In conformity of my thoughts
In a world of my conviction

New horizon of my own
No selfish alibies
In conformity of my thoughts
Peace of mind
I will find

Nothingness is overwhelming me
Piece by piece
I can feel as it´s pushing me
To my knees
Black darkness is entering through me
Black by black
Human evil sucking my life out
No way back

To nowhere I am disappearing
On my way
All my heart´s still heavy bleeding
Day by day
Dark black hole is a place where once
Was my soul
Killing pain is eating my sick brain
To the core

PreChorus:
As I´m drowning in my lake of tears
You are just pulling me deeper
As I´m shaking with all my fears
Another strike…is ready to complete…my disaster

Chorus:
Living dead…in my head
No emotions…devastation
No feelings…existing
Just ruin…my doing
Soul is burnt…no return
Empty shell…is myself