this is my first time writing in a long time, so be gentle

smoking
sucking in that sweet cancer
gasp for the last drag of sanity
smoking
breathing in a divine death
hoping for a semblance of clarity
smoking
caught in the wisps of these burning leaves
every ash a loss so dear
smoking
a last resort to reclaim
a second of life once serene
smoking
mourning the moment when
i grind that precious ember into nothingness
smoking
despose of the remains longing
for another filters kiss so sweet
smoking
better than any lovers caress
more faithful than a person could be
smoking
my one true love

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